I shook off my dearest love
I don’t need it anymore, I can’t stay here
That fleeting happiness, gently floating away
It’s already gone, isn’t it?
How many seasons have I lost?
How many futures have I taken away?
I breathed with the promises I received
All the while, dreaming a sad dream
How much time has passed since then?
Even if I tear up and throw away the letter
Even if I try to cover it up with pain
I’m still tightly connected to those days
This chain
It’s my fault that I can’t break it
It’s because of the weakness that wavered
More than the deep wounds engraved on me
The kindness you gave me still hurts
I feel lonely because of you
Because of the happy seasons we shared
Let’s burn that love here
It’s something I don’t need anymore
Like a bookshelf unnaturally missing something
What was it that’s missing?
In the quiet room, I found it
An endless emptiness
It’s my fault that I can’t throw it away
It’s because of this lingering resolve
Even when you were beside me or not
The anxiety never went away
I feel lonely because of you
Because of the happy seasons we shared
I might as well turn away
It’s something I don’t need anymore
Even now, I sway in the memories of that time
I can just hear the sound of my blood drying up
If we ever meet again
I’ll wave to you like I did back then
I hide myself from your eyes
I try to escape from your world
From the days burned into my heart
This chain, tightly connected
It’s my fault that I can’t break it
It’s because of the weakness that wavered
More than the deep wounds engraved on me
The kindness you gave me still hurts
I feel lonely because of you
Because of the happy seasons we shared
Let’s burn that love here
It’s something I don’t need anymore
Along with the memories turned to sand
I crushed it all—destruction
Like a rusty, dull curse
I slashed my own cheek
With an unclear decision
I shook off my dearest love
I don’t need it anymore, I can’t stay here
That fleeting happiness, gently floating away
It’s already gone, isn’t it?
